dejesta

a picture worth a thousand words

2012-01-31T12:22:00.000+11:00

This was taken after the final match of the Australian Open 2012 in which the world number 1 (Novak Djokovic, right) beat the world number 2 (Rafael Nadal, left) in 5 sets which was turned out to be the record of longest match of 5 hours and 53 minutes.

to my baby miawi

2012-01-29T14:50:00.002+11:00

All bets are OFF!

2012-01-21T14:58:00.001+11:00

This is just something Iwanna let it out of my mind. Why do you wanna bet on something when you do noteven want to pay your bet? It's stupid. It's silly. It's ridiculous.

So this is the story. Ihave a friend who I used to bet on who will win the match (in lieu of theAustralian Open). But every time I win, she never wants to pay the bet. Thatjust irritates my ass.

I mean, why, why wouldyou agree on a bet if you don’t wanna pay it? Yet when I lose, you gladly takeevery opportunity to caress me into paying my debt. Bleargh! Unfair! Cunning! Sly!

I mean what makes thegame interest is if you bet on it. I don’t mean financially, it can be in aform of dare or challenges too. But if you do not think you can do the dare(pay the bet), don’t even be in one!

I hate it. I don't wannaplay with you again.

Lol.

So do you have one of those friends who like to play bets with you but never want to accept defeat when he/she loses??

Pro Evolution Soccer 2012 problem. WTF is wrong! Can someone help me please?

2012-01-20T12:32:00.001+11:00

So everything was fine all along. When one day when I wanted to play, it suddenly give this message:

So weird, I do not understand why. Because it was fine all along before. Then I went to check the Pro Evolution Soccer 2012 setting. It said:

which was again very weird because all along it was fine and my laptop has quite decent graphic requirement:

Mine is ASUS N43J laptop with NVIDIA GeForce GT 425M graphic card with VRAM 1GB. So this is super super weird and irritating.

Does anybody have any idea what is going on here?

Please, I need help!!!!!!

those moments you regret

2012-01-19T23:45:00.001+11:00

I was watching Australia Open 2012 2nd round match between Andy Roddick and Lleyton Hewitt. It was the end of 3rd set with Lleyton leading 2-1. It was a very close match between the two. It was around 11pm and I decided to take shower first before coming back to the tv. But when I came back, the match was over. Andy withdrew due to injury. Man, how I wish I did not leave the tv to watch what was going on.

I hate those times where I missed important moments because I decided to do simple stuff like toilet breaks or snack times. One time I was watching this soccer match and I decided to go to pee for a minute and when I returned two goals were conceded -_-a.

Well, this is not a big deal. I can always watch a replay. For the soccer's goals, yes, it is easy, you can get that in many sites. But for the actual & live action of what was going on between Andy withdrawal, I doubt I can find that videos on youtube. But I am still hoping =D

This is too cute!!

2012-01-19T19:12:00.002+11:00

Movies Page

2012-01-19T17:04:00.002+11:00

Updated the "Movies" page. Previously was named "Cool Movies Lines" but decided to fill it with both movies lines and my favorite movies. Can't think of cool name for that page, so meanwhile it's going to be titled "movies". Lol.

Check it out =p

be simple. simplicity. simple is beautiful.

2012-01-18T22:18:00.001+11:00

EEVEE

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The Ang Pow Calculation Table

2012-01-09T21:45:00.002+11:00

one of the sentences i fear the most

2012-01-09T20:45:00.000+11:00

One of the sentences I fear the most:

"I need to talk to you."

Be it "Dede, Mama entar mw ngmg." or "Miaw, aku mw ngmg."

Legend said that sentence has the power to make you remember every single bad things that you have done in your life.

Legend is right.

Kiasu Tips #013: New Clothes

2011-12-19T17:15:00.000+11:00

Soft Kitty

2011-12-18T00:25:00.003+11:00

Kiasu Tips #012: Toilet Paper

2011-12-17T18:44:00.001+11:00

Kiasu Tips #011: Free Meat

2011-12-15T23:58:00.002+11:00

Horrible Bosses (2011)

2011-12-15T18:44:00.000+11:00

Starring: Jason Bateman, Charlie Day, Jason Sudeikis,Jennifer Aniston, Colin Farrell, Kevin Spacey, Jamie Foxx

Directed by: Seth Gordon

Let me start by admitting that when the movie was first releasedin cinema few months back, I decided against watching it despite havingmultiple opportunities to watch it. The reason was simple: I thought that,based on the trailer, the movie would be just okay and thus not worth cinematime. Trust me; it was not because of its genre. I am fine of watchingcomedy-drama in cinema. It just at that point, the trailer did not reallyinduce me to watch the movie despite the all star line-up including JenniferAniston aka Rachel from Friends. I love her, I do!

But I was wrong. The movie is good. Yes, it is veryentertaining, funny, smart, and it really stands out that the ordinary class Cdrama-comedies out there. Jason Bateman, once again, proved us that he wassuited for that type of genre. Charlie Day’s goofy character put colour in themovie, but Jason truly outclassed everyone in that movie. The jokes are notlame. The plot is succinct and to the point. It surely does not waste any screentime despite, again, the all star line-up that should have deserved more screentime.

Sexy and seductive scene by Jennifer Aniston <3

Interesting cast by Collin. To think he was once this awesome guy in Phonebooth!

Jennifer Aniston played Charlie Day's sex-crazed-maneater boss.

Anyway, Horrible Bosses is about horrible bosses. I cannotreally say much, it is pretty much self-explanatory. These three guys (Jason,Charlie, and Jason) were having truly horrible times at their work placebecause of their respective bosses. So they planned to kill them.

I would not mindwatching it again because of Jason Bateman of course (and Jennifer =p).

Movie rating: 7 / 10

Kiasu Tips #010: Study Table

2011-12-15T14:28:00.002+11:00

Trespass (2011)

2011-12-15T01:58:00.003+11:00

Starring: Nicholas Cage, Nicole Kidman, Cam Gigandet, Liana Liberato

Directed by: Joel Schumacher

Let me start by saying that I am huge fans of both Nicholasand Nicole =D I love almost all of their movies. Nicholas is just too awesome.Nicole is flawless.

This movie is about home invasion: an attack to a rich family’s residencyala Hostage (remember Bruce Willis) and When a Stranger Calls (who is that hot chickagain, Camile something?). So yes, the whole movie takes place in this onesuper rich mega cool house with Nicole playing the mother and Nicholas thefather of a young teenage girl.

Without revealing any spoilers, I just want to comment thatthe movie is a cool in a way that it is unpredictable and there are so manyhidden elements behind a simple hostage situation. The plot is deep, yes, it isnot as simple as the situation brings upon. The characters, well, in additionto the family of 3, there is only the group of 4 hostages: 2 brothers, 1 guy,and one girlfriend. It is a small number but I think this is good because thedirector manage to exploit each characters. So there is no simple cameo rolefor any hostage like in many other films where the hostage was only to come,shout this and that, and got killed. Instead in this movie, every character isunique.

Furthermore, what makes this movie NOT boring despite itsmonotone location setting and few casts, is that there is so many twist andturn. Very interesting. The dialogues are tense. The actions are intense. Thereis suspense all over. Nicholas, again, acting is just world-class and onceagain proves why he is one of the best A-class actors. Nicole is, again,flawless, be with or without botox, she is just too elegant. You can’t reallytake your eyes off Nicole.

Movie's cover. (picture taken from 80millionmoviesfree)

LIANA Liberato contributes her pretty face in Trespass as Nicholas and Nicole's teenage daughter. (picture taken from josepxavier)

Awesome family =D (picture taken from guardian uk)

What I learn from this movie:

Big house is redundant. You do not need one. Toobig makes you scary. It also draws attention from other people. It may lead tounwanted crime. Outside people may be jealous. Criminals may target your house.And come on, I am sure it is too damn difficult to maintain such a big houseright.

Find a good wife. She may be very pretty andsexy and everything. But if she likes to have an affair, or she cannot controlher lust to other guy (especially when you have to go to work or away forbusiness for an extended period of time), then you will be in trouble. Furthermore,down the road, you two will learn more about each other and people inevitablemake mistake. If she makes mistake, make sure you can totally forgive her. And thisis tricky. Sometimes even if you are able to forgive her, sometimes, the knowledgeitself (the fact that you know she has done that) could destroy your relation. Butoh well, love is complicated eh. Love is blind. Love trumps everything. Right?

Movie rating: 7.5 / 10

Kiasu Tips #009: Ruler

2011-12-13T15:00:00.001+11:00

Kiasu Tips #002 - #008

2011-12-13T01:02:00.000+11:00

Kiasu Tips #001: To dry your clothes

2011-12-11T21:29:00.001+11:00

Okay, so I am bored and I have decided to come up with something new. Now, not only I am going to post about foods, movies, pokemon, and random unimportant mundane stuff about my life, I am going to post some tips about being KIASU (aka cheapskate). I think this is a very important especially for those aspiring to be rich. Well who doesn't eh? So enjoy, and thank me one day when you eventually become rich (I accept any form of cash =D)

PS: That being said, don't forget that while money is not everything, it is still moneything! xP

B & P

2011-12-09T20:57:00.001+11:00

The many range of cakes they have.

One that caught my attention.

Cute pig on top of a chocolate cake.

Bird view of a strawberry cake that I think Ee Ling went and bought.

This is the only one I bought. You see: it's quite expensive for me. So I could only afford to buy one *sobs*

It was very delicious though. I asked the lady to recommend me and she pointed at this one. And coincidentally (or not), it was the one that actually caught my attention earlier on. So I decided to give it a shot and it was worth the money! In fact, from an economist point of view, it was worth the opportunity cost (that includes money, time, and energy!) lol =D

10 Causes of Human Death

2011-12-08T01:38:00.001+11:00

10 Penyebab Kematian Manusia (10 Causes of Human Death):

1. Kesepian (Loneliness)
2. Pengorbanan (Sacrifices)
3. Kehampaan (Emptiness)
4. Keputusasaan (Hopeless)
5. Kehancuran (Destruction)
6. Keracunan (Poison)
7. Kegilaan (Craziness)
8. Keserakahan (Greediness)
9. Amarah (Anger)
10. Penuaan (Growing Old)

coolest pokemon pic

2011-12-07T01:20:00.000+11:00

Shit this is too cool man..

I think this is one of the coolest pokemon pictures I have ever seen!!!!

AWESOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

bored

2011-12-06T20:52:00.001+11:00

imma so boredddahhhhhhh T_T

Breaking Dawn

2011-12-04T18:58:00.001+11:00

Contrary to the manypopular belief that twilight saga sux, I actually find it to be okay. I mean,honestly, its is not bad AT ALL. In fact it made me actually wonder why despitethe millions millions of gross revenue the movie franchise had earned (and itis expected to increase or even multiply by next season due to the second partof the breaking dawn saga), I keep on stumbling into many blogs and articlesand posts saying how the franchise sux.

Yes, I agree Harry Pottesis much much better. But Twilight definitely does not fall into category ofSUX. I mean seriously, the effect is nice (unlike Avatar – not the JamesCameroon’s blue people, but Avatar the Airbender movie), the props and settingsare all well planned. The characters are well suited. The acting is okay – not asbad as it is often talked or critiqued. Yes maybe the story line is a bit slow. The whole movie is about a wedding, honeymoon, and the pregnant period. lol. But still, it does not downgrade any elements of the story. Even the scene during honeymoon period where Edward carried Bella and jumped off a cliff needs a lot of effort to take!

Moreover ,there are a lot of sexy scenes =D And Kirsten Stewart is pretty!

Pictures taken from reelempire.com and hollywoodlife.com

Meanwhile as I mentionedthis to my peers, they all say they hate Twilight and that they would not watchit, and sometimes, they have not even watched it and yet because of the spreadof word of mouth, they were influenced and decided to hate it. I mean,seriously, people, you should watch it first then you can judge! Don’t believein what people say! Movies are subjective.

Yihang always said themovie I like sux. But then again, if I like it, so be it. I guess my point is,everyone has different taste, and don’t because other people hate it, then youdecide to hate it. Be yourself, and watch the movie on your own first! Then youcan tell people what you think.

And yes, the power ofword of mouth is spooky!

My favorite scenes would be the opening scenes where Bella and Edward got married. Jacob got the invitation, transformed into the wolf and ran after. Intense!

Movie rating: 7.5 / 10

I Don't Know How She Does It

2011-11-23T02:01:00.001+11:00

I watched this movie on a sunday with my gf before church and what I like about this chick flick is the fact that it is succint. Unlike many other Sarah-Jessica-Parker movie, it is 89 minutes long. It is not draggy (recall Have you heard about the Morgans? and of course the two-hours ++ SATC!). I Don't Know How She Does It goes right to the point!

Plus got James Bond (Pierce Brosnan)!

But nonetheless, yes, it is still, indeed, one of those SJP movie. Touche!

The movie brings upon the idea of "LIST" how guys don't come up with a list while girls do. I beg to differ because I do make a list. In fact, I always make a list. It helps me keep in track and remind me of things I need to do. This is particularly useful during busy days like when I have 9-5pm class with many errands to do. So yeah, GUYS do make a list, mind you that Sarah!

Do you make a list?

Movie rating: 6.5 / 10

my miaw2 in the morning

2011-11-21T13:54:00.001+11:00

love is

2011-11-16T09:19:00.002+11:00

i love curry laksa (2nd update)

2011-11-12T09:25:00.002+11:00

Tofu King outside Target

Malaysian Tofu Laksa @ Yarra Valley

Curry Laksa @ Petaling Street

Seafood Laksa @ Laksa King

Curry Laksa @ Sambal Malaysia

Hihihi =D

awesome scenes from movies

2011-11-11T20:23:00.000+11:00

over the course of my life, i have watched millions if not hundreds of thousands of movies.. the following are the list of my favorite scenes.. it does not necessarily means i love the movie, but i do LOVE the scene so much and i dont mind watching that particular scenes over and over again..some of the scenes give me goosebumps, some are just plain awesome! so i've decided to compile the list just in case one day (twenty, thirty years down the road) i forgot..

in no particular orders:
- "bring on the big buddha" (Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen): the opening scene where optimus prime falls from the sky while transforming!
- "give me the football" (Iron Man 2): on the french grand prix where he changed using his mobile suit!
- "this is john connor" (Terminator Salvation): when command plan to attack skynet while john needs more time to save his dad.. he made a speech to the people.. and when kate, his wife, asked "what am i supposed to tell your people when they find out you'r gone".. he replied "i'll be back!" (ala arnold in the prev terminator lol!)
- "mr president" (X-Men 2): from the moment Jean had to make a choice to stay and sacrifice herself in order for the rest to fly off the flooded damn.. and then continues to the mr president's final scene where he was about to announce to the public about the war, Professor X stopped the time and talked to him, so cool! It ends with a nice touch of a phoenix shadow flying fadely on the sea surface ;D
- "how could u stand in his place?" (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2): when severus orders the hogwarts student to reveal info about harry, harry came out of the crowd and said "how could u stand there in his place? he trusted u! how could u.." and then mcgonagal protected him and fought with severus.. severus escaped.. the building of the wall of protection surrounding hogwarts!!! and then the ending scene where harry saw the pensieve of snape all so awesome till the end =D

life is

2011-11-10T08:22:00.002+11:00

SHORT

REAL love

2011-11-05T17:39:00.002+11:00

scary praying mantis gf

2011-11-05T17:12:00.000+11:00

taken from

Countries I have been to..

2011-06-22T00:09:00.002+10:00

Random stuff.. my friend asked me one day and i decided not to answer coz it would sound bragging.. so i decided to write this on the blog lol..

indonesia
singapore
malaysia
vietnam
taiwan (issit still a country?)
hong kong (part of china now, yes?)
china
korea
japan
alaska
australia
us

goin to visit: dubai and uk soon, hopefully =D

want to visit: spain, italy, france, germany (basically all around europe!), dont mind visiting japan again.. and africa i guess?

Hillsong United - Your Name High

2011-05-19T14:33:00.000+10:00

Wooooo!!!

Your innocence forsaken
Upon that cross
You gave Yourself for us
Carried into Your freedom

Our broken past replaced in
A second chance
The chains have come undone
Death defied in the Father's love

We are,
Living to make Your Name high Jesus
Living to make Your Name high Jesus You,
Gave what the world couldn't offer us
Say what they want, Say what they want
We are free

The atmosphere is changing,
Oh can You hear
The people rising up
In the hope of Your freedom

Our former ways are breaking
We seek Your face,
God let Your kingdom come
In our praises be lifted up

With eyes on high we praise You
And with one voice we come together
Our one desire to praise You
And lift You up in our surrender

With eyes on high we praise You
And with one voice we come together
Our one desire to praise You
And lift You up 'cause we are

=.=

2011-04-20T08:04:00.000+10:00

invisible thread

2011-04-15T13:21:00.002+10:00

We are all connected,
joined together by an invisible thread.
Infinite in its potential and fragile in its design.

Yet, while connected, we are also merely individuals.
Empty vessels to be filled with infinite possibilities.
An assortment of thoughts, beliefs.
A collection of disjointed memories and experiences.

Can I be me without these?
Can you be you?

And if this invisible thread that holds us together were to sever,
to cease,
what then?
What would be come of billions of lone, disconnected souls?
Therein lies the great quest of our lives:
to fine,
to connect,
to hold on.
For when our hearts are pure and our thoughts in line,
we are all truly one, capable of repairing our fragile world
and creating a universe of infinite possibilities.

if a girl is silent..

2011-04-13T08:06:00.001+10:00

what i did on sunday 13th of march 2011

2011-03-14T08:12:00.002+11:00

just in case u were wondering.. (coz the rule was i could not call u when u r playing with your dog!)

- woke up at 8am, browsing the usual stuff (update man utd score: they won 2-0 against arsenal and progressed to semifinal facing manchester city..)
- youth mass at 10am.. followed by randomness between 11am till 12.30pm coz no one really knew what was going on.. well got food though while waiting.. so i was eating (quite a lot!)
- committee meeting at 12.30pm till about 4pm
- it rained then.. trammed back to city.. went to city library to return overdue (1-week) ielts book with fel while the rest went they separately
- after a quick stop at the library, went back home..
- did econometrics tute (half-done), investment lecture and tute, played PES, facebook..
- dinner at 8pm with fam & lu at ricebar *ate thai crispy chicken which was disgusting so eventually meats were traded between mine and their chicken!
- supper at freddo.. ate black sesame, tiramisu and pandan ice cream.. pandan was weird.. but black sesame was awesome!!!
- went home.. continued my assignment and tutorials.. played one-two match.. watched an episode of king of queens.. called u to ask about the dog..
- slept

why do people love to watch fireworks?

2011-02-21T12:02:00.000+11:00

Just a Dream - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

2011-01-18T12:01:00.000+11:00

my number one favorite song!!!

(Sam Tsui)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.

(Christina Grimmie)
I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Sam Tsui)
I was at the top and I was like I'm in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

(Together)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Christina Grimmie)
When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I'm tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?

Didn't give it all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.

Hey, you were so easy to love. But wait, I guess our love wasn't enough.
I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm wishin that you'd pick up the phone.
But you made a decision that you wanted to move on.
Cause I was wrong...

(Together)
And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream
(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)

Nooo... Ohhh...
It was only just a dream.

2011 Golden Globe

2011-01-17T20:59:00.003+11:00

Congratulations to the winner of 2011 Golden Globe awards!

some of my fave are:Christian Bale (Best Supporting Actor) in the movie THE FIGHTER.. what a drastic change his role was from the six-pack BATMAN to some scrawny oldie dude lolz! kudos to u bale!
GLEE! Best TV series, musical and comedy!
Natalie Portman =DDDDD best actress (BLACK SWAN)!!! she's still the best =D
ALTHOUGH - i still do not approve her being with that french photographer.. rubbish lah.. and now she's preganant.. she truly deserved better.. natalie portman, please be careful.. make sure u sign the prenup so that that guy dont just come steal and hurt u!
jim parson from big bang theory =D

dvd for sale

2010-12-08T20:56:00.002+11:00

DVD for sale:

Ocean Thirteen (original price Rp 119 ribu)
Matrix (orignial price Rp 145 ribu)
Pixar Short Film Collection (original price Rp 119 ribu)

Selling price for each: Rp 35 ribu / SG$6 / AU$4

GUARANTEE ALL IN GOOD CONDITION, NOT A SINGLE SCRATCH!!!!

Reason of selling: i have double =D

email: dejesta@hotmail.com if u are interested

final exam 2010 semester 2

2010-11-01T09:47:00.002+11:00

Complete exam timetable:

9th november 2.15pm: Intermediate Macroeconomics
11th november 2.15pm: Business Finance
12th november 2.15pm: Organizational Behaviour
17th november 11am: Chinese Oral
23rd november 2.15pm: Chinese Listening
25th november 9.30am: Chinese Written

pray for me people =D

divorce

2010-10-25T21:09:00.002+11:00

This is a nice story about love, marriage, endurance, and, above all, about how short life is and about doing what is right.. Thanks to R for the original story..

...

When I got home last that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, "I've got something to tell you..." She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want a divorce." I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seemed to be annoyed with my words, but instead she asked me softly, "Why?"

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me. "You are not a man!" That night we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer. She has lost my heart to Drew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her.

With deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I love Drew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in-front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but I went to bed straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Drew.

When I woke up, she was still at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into our bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her our of our bedroom to the front door every morning. I thought she was going crazy... Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Drew about my wife's conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce." she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us. "Daddy is holding mommy in his arms!" His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, "Don't tell our son about the divorce." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time... I realized she was not young anymore. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For one minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Drew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at that moment and said, "Dad its time to carry mom out!" To him seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, to the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, it was like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, "I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy."

I drove to the office... jumped out of my car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Drew opened the door and I said to her, "Sorry Drew, I do not want the divorce anymore."

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. "Do you have a fever?" she said. I moved her hand off my forehead, "Sorry Drew, I said, I wont divorce. My married life was boring maybe because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realized that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day, I am suppose to hold her until death do us part."

Drew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slapped and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop along the way, i ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The sales girl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote "I'll carry you out every morning till death do us part."

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I ran upstairs only to find my wife in the bed -- dead..... I cried and cried uncontrollably and carried her for the last time from our room to the hall with tears streaming down my face and gazing at my only son. His tears rolling from his eyes, that made me cry even more. I had lost my love, my wife, and a loving and caring mother and nothing I can do now to put the clock backward.

I had all the time now to look at her motionless body in detail but I knew it was only going to be for a short while until she made her last journey to the Lord... I held my son and wept again and again thinking of all the things I did not do for her when she was still alive... and placed gently the flowers in her hands with my tears trickling on them... she was gone forever.... all my tears would not bring her back.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not a mansion, a car, property, money... These create an environment conductive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend. Do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage.

The time is always right to do what is right.

update mid october

2010-10-14T15:18:00.003+11:00

as of today, i am free from all assignments!!!!! which is fuantuastic!!!!! yippi!!!!
now i can spend couple minutes to update my blog.. haha.. not that i have anything interesting or specific to write though..

this week has been relatively busy..

wednesday
2pm. macro assignment due! (last assg i have for this semester)
5pm. footscray! congrats to my p3 & p4 kids who has all passed their test and now in p4 $ p5!!! =D
8pm. HAIRSPRAY the musical (by far the BEST and AWESOMENESS musical i have ever watched!)

thursday
12.30pm otm THE BOX (cameron diaz)
2pm. donate blood. something wrong happened tho apparently the needle go in and out my vein and now i have bruise T_T
6pm. EAT, PRAY, LOVE

friday
12.30pm lunch
6pm. COSDU: rosary + salve regina

saturday
morning. THE TOWN???
4.30pm bible study + potluck

and then i really should start on my exam preparation!!!

exams:
9november: intermediate macroeconomics
11 november: business finance
12 november: organizational behaviour
and then out of the blue
23 november: chinese listening
25 november: chinese writing
...
hate it >.<

but wat to do..

sometimes in life, this things happen..

LOL

you know you love me,
xoxo

watchhhh!!!!

2010-09-21T09:01:00.004+10:00

PLEASE WATCH OUR LATEST VIDEO:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekpCF__Qv88

and for the BEHIND THE SCENES & BLOOPERS:

=D

i cant be bothered to read atm coz im so busy.. so what do u think? for those who know/think they know me, IS THIS LIKE SO ME?

2010-09-12T02:57:00.002+10:00

The Performer

As an ESFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system.

ESFPs live in the world of people possibilties. They love people and new experiences. They are lively and fun, and enjoy being the center of attention. They live in the here-and-now, and relish excitement and drama in their lives.

ESFPs have very strong inter-personal skills, and may find themselves in the role of the peacemaker frequently. Since they make decisions by using their personal values, they are usually very sympathetic and concerned for other people's well-being. They're usually quite generous and warm. They are very observant about other people, and seem to sense what is wrong with someone before others might, responding warmly with a solution to a practical need. They might not be the best advice-givers in the world, because they dislike theory and future-planning, but they are great for giving practical care.

ESFP is definitely a spontaneous, optimistic individual. They love to have fun. If the ESFP has not developed their Thinking side by giving consideration to rational thought processing, they tend to become over-indulgent, and place more importance on immediate sensation and gratification than on their duties and obligations. They may also avoid looking at long-term consequences of their actions.

For the ESFP, the entire world is a stage. They love to be the center of attention and perform for people. They're constantly putting on a show for others to entertain them and make them happy. They enjoy stimulating other people's senses, and are extremely good at it. They would love nothing more than for life to be a continual party, in which they play the role of the fun-loving host.

ESFPs love people, and everybody loves an ESFP. One of their greatest gifts is their general acceptance of everyone. They are upbeat and enthusiastic, and genuinely like almost everybody. An ESFP is unfailingly warm and generous with their friends, and they generally treat everyone as a friend. However, once crosesed, an ESFP is likely to make a very strong and stubborn judgment against the person who crossed them. They are capable of deep dislike in such a situation.

The ESFP under a great deal of stress gets overwhelmed with negatives thoughts and possibilities. As an optimistic individual who lives in the world of possibilities, negative possibilities do not sit well with them. In an effort to combat these thoughts, they're likely to come up with simple, global statements to explain away the problem. These simplistic explanations may or may not truly get to the nature of the issue, but they serve the ESFP well by allowing them to get over it.

ESFPs are likely to be very practical, although they hate structure and routine. They like to "go with the flow", trusting in their ability to improvise in any situation presented to them. They learn best with "hands-on" experience, rather than by studying a book. They're uncomfortable with theory. If an ESFP hasn't developed their intuitive side, they may tend to avoid situations which involve a lot of theoretical thinking, or which are complex and ambiguous. For this reason, an ESFP may have difficulty in school. On the other hand, the ESFP does extremely well in situations where they're allowed to learn by interacting with others, or in which they "learn by doing".

ESFPs have a very well-developed appreciation for aesthetic beauty, and an excellent sense of space and function. If they have the means, they're likely to have to have many beautiful possessions, and an artfully furnished home. In general, they take great pleasure in objects of aesthetic beauty. They're likely to have a strong appreciation for the finer things in life, such as good food and good wine.

The ESFP is a great team player. He or she is not likely to create any problems or fuss, and is likely to create the most fun environment possible for getting the task done. ESFPs will do best in careers in which they are able to use their excellent people skills, along with their abilities to meld ideas into structured formats. Since they are fast-paced individuals who like new experiences, they should choose careers which offer or require a lot of diversity, as well as people skills.

ESFPs usually like to feel strongly bonded with other people, and have a connection with animals and small children that is not found in most other types. They're likely to have a strong appreciation for the beauties of nature as well.

The ESFP has a tremendous love for life, and knows how to have fun. They like to bring others along on their fun-rides, and are typically a lot of fun to be with. They're flexible, adaptable, genuinely interested in people, and usually kind-hearted. They have a special ability to get a lot of fun out of life, but they need to watch out for the pitfalls associated with living entirely in the moment.

Jungian functional preference ordering:

Dominant: Extraverted Sensing
Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling
Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking
Inferior: Introverted Intuition

countdown

2010-08-31T23:06:00.003+10:00

in approximately 48 minutes, september would be here!!!!

so many things to look forward/not so !!!!!!

for one:
chinese test, macroeconomic test, chinese mid semester exam, chinese test again, business finance assignment 2, organizational behaviour assignment and mid semester exam, business finance mid semester exam, and macro assg 1..
HIX HIX HIX =( =( =(

on the brighter side:
COSDU's Festival of Nations!!!
Going the distance movie?
Melbourne Spring Fashion Festival thingy
Father's Day!
Documentary Night
West Side Story
SPRING HOLIDAYYY!!!!!!!
Sports Day

but what at this moment amplify my heart beat is the fact that the waiting would be over in approximately 47 minutes.. i really hope that things could get back the way it were.. i've done my best and the rest is really up to You (God) and you (you)..

sigh,
please call..

laptopless

2010-08-25T13:06:00.003+10:00

so the display-graphic card on my laptop is too badly damaged that the guy cannot fix it and has no choice but to order and replace my graphic card with a new one.. which links to me not having other choice but to wait for about 1 week or so till "hopefully" i can get my laptop back..

and life without laptop sux.. especially at night.. it has been my routine that every time (and i stress, everytime for the past 10 years or so of my life) i get back home is to check my email, facebook (back then was friendster), twitter, onlinefootballmanager (back then was fantasy.premierleague.com) soccernet, gmail etc etc.. it follows with music on from my iTunes (back then was winamp) and some soccer game such as (fifa, PES, or football manager), and of course downloaded tv series..

but now.. i get back home to emptiness.. i spent my night cleaning my apartment, watch series from my TV, and sleep early.. my friend has even wondered when i tweeted nitez that i was going to sleep that early.. wat to do.. no choice lor..

some consolation is that being a melbourne uni student, there is literally hundreds computer scattered around uni with internet access that i can use in the afternoon till im bored.. of course i would not spend my days there sitting my ass painful -_-.. in addition, i can access my email (view to limited content), facebook (view and post msg only), and twitter from my already spoilt, broken, ugly, pathetic nokia phone..

this brings me to my next worry, which is: $$
so to fix my laptop would have cost like $500 and i would then waited till december to hopefully able to buy a new and better laptop which would cost like $2000.. and the irritating part is that there are so many things that i wanna buy.. i wanna change my phone (which i have been postponing).. i wanna buy PS3 (which i already got like 1/2 of the cost since december 2009 but somehow delayed due to immense yet useless contemplation).. i wanna buy new camera and new videocam.. sigh.. how am i supposed to afford that? and how am i supposed to ask my parents ALL at the same time? i regret not buying PS3 earlier, not buying iPhone/Blackberry earlier.. and now everything comes together at the same time.. PERFECT!!!!!

oh well, shit happens..
move on..

Kiss

2010-08-24T13:13:00.002+10:00

Kisses are such simple things, we hardly notice them
But if we paid more attention,
we'd see that each kiss conveys meaning all its own.

For example,
some can say: "I'm so happy to see you,"
or: "I didn't realise you'd be here,"
or: "Honey, it's time to stop drinking, "
or: "I miss you much!"
The trick is knowing how to tell the difference.
Yes, kisses mean different things to different people.
Ultimately, the meaning depends on the one who does the kissing,
and the one who sees it happen.

The act itself never varies,
but each kiss carries with it a meaning all its own.
It can conveys a husband's eternal devotion, or a wife's enormous regret.
It can symbolize a mother's growing concern, or a lover's growing passion.

But whatever its meaning, each kiss reflects a basic human need.
The need to connect to another human being.
This desire is so strong it's always amazing when some people don't understand it.

waiting

2010-08-23T06:58:00.000+10:00

I have already waited my whole life for you..
I can wait a little bit more..
But let's be honest,

Thee's no guarantee that you will ever be ready

and there's only so much rejection I can take..

So.. I'll do my best,

but don't be surprised if one of these days,

you wake up,

and,

I'm not here..

- Anonymous

Satisfied by Jewel

2010-08-22T14:54:00.002+10:00

If you love somebody
You better let it out
Don’t hold it back
While you’re trying to figure it out
Don’t be timid
Don’t be afraid to hurt
Run toward the flame, run toward the fire
Hold on for all your worth

Cause the only real pain
Your heart can never know
Is the sorrow of regret
When you don’t let your feeling shown
So did you say it?
Did you mean it?
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count?
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it?
Did you say in time?
Did you say out loud?
Cause if you did, Hun
Then you lived some
And that feeling inside
That's called satisfied

Busy people walkin’ by
I can’t help but worry some
So many things to do
So little love gets done
Empty hearts everywhere
Drown in the dine of thirst
But if you want love, it’s not that tough
Start by giving it first

It's easy to give
Baby, can't you see?
Just close your eyes
Open your heart and do what comes naturally,
So did you say it
Did you mean it?
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count?
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it?
Did you say in time?
Did you say out loud?
Cause if you did, Hun
Well then you lived some
And that feeling inside
That’s called satisfied

Horses are meant to run
The sun was meant to shine above
Flowers are made to bloom
And there’s us
We were born
To love
We were born
To love

So did you say it?
Did you mean it?
Did you lay it on the line, did you make it count?
Did you look ‘em in the eye & did they feel it?
Did you say in time?
Did you say out loud… oh
Because if you did, Hun
Then you lived some
And that feeling inside
That's called satisfied, la la la...
That’s called satisfied

lies

2010-08-15T20:02:00.002+10:00

Every new morning brings with it a new set of lies.
Little white lies, told not to hurt, but to make life more pleasant.
They tell these lies to protect themselves and their reputations.
Of course, every now and then, the day arrives when someone finally decides to tell the truth.

Yes, each new day brings with it a new set of lies.
The worst are the one we tell ourselves before we fall asleep.
We whisper in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy, or that she's happy.
That we can change, or that she will change her mind.
We persuade ourselves we can live with our sins, or that we can live without her.

Yes, each night before we fall asleep, we lie to ourselves, in the desperate desperate hope, that come morning,
it will all be true

10 Ways to Guarantee Failure

2010-08-12T15:31:00.000+10:00

1. Don’t take any risks.

2. Give up when life gets too tough.

3. Blame others and your past.

4. Overlook details.

5. Neglect the study of money management.

6. Waste time frequently.

7. Don’t set any specific challenging goals.

8. Start many projects but finish none.

9. Enjoy immediate gratification.

10. Refuse to study those who have succeeded in life.

taken from http://pastorrobb.wordpress.com/2010/08/11/10-ways-to-guarantee-failure/

Committee Retreat 30th aug - 1st july

2010-08-05T15:05:00.003+10:00

Chillin.. Preparing for lunch.. Mastercosduchef or something like that.. i cannot really remember the name.. (helping kershia to) Cook beef ommellete with onion, garlic, leafs, lemon and orange =)Enjoying peanut butter jam!Smile for the cam! COSDOO Land: walk blind foldedly according to what your partner instruct you to do.. apparently i am the best - fastest to complete the maze and the challenges.. huahhahahahaa.. look at me so awesomely! hahahaa..

Look at some people got nothing to do but to bully the blind guy!

Conclusion:

AWESOME RETREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'nuff said =)

retreat

2010-07-30T17:48:00.001+10:00

goin for retreat somewhere in geelong tonite..
will be back on sunday afternoon..
God please be with us throughout this journey =)

my winter holiday 2010

2010-07-19T00:22:00.002+10:00

melbourne

sydney

hong kong

japan

new york

florida

orlando

atlanta

illinois

iowa

texas

san diego

las vegas

anaheim

los angeles

new york

japan

hong kong

melbourne

it takes a LIFETIME

2010-06-21T16:55:00.000+10:00

i love cupcakes and my hip don't lie!

2010-06-19T04:57:00.005+10:00

one more exam at the 25th: INTRODUCTORY MACROECONOMICS.. it's going to be a tough paper.. hopefully not xP

im in love with cupcakes.. tried cupcake family, cupcake bakery, and little cupcake!!!

in the waka waka fever of course!!! supporting ENGLAND no.1 !!! followed by portugal.. and south africa!!! lolz.. although south africa now very difficult to qualify one.. maybe germany (only because they have the most sexy jersey!!! jerseygasm!!!! - portugal has the 2nd awesomeness jersey)..

im still in love with Shakira of course!!! not only waka waka song.. she got many awesome song such as: Whenever Wherever, Underneath Your Clothes, Objection and of course: Hips Don't Lie..

this picture probably sums up my day.. and my days to come (till 25th at least)..

things inthe picture:
1. cupcakes <3 <3 <3
2. world cup related article
3. intro macro books T_T
4. handphone
5. stationaries
6. CS seminar room key

'nough said

blog upgrade!

2010-06-16T18:38:00.003+10:00

just revamp my blog layout using the new blogger template.. haha.. not much changes coz i like to stick with my black style.. it's cooler.. haha.. but u can see some changes on the side bar (with two column now) for the fellow blogger widget.. so changes are:
1. side bar now got two column for fello blogger.. im planning to divide my friends list into countries i met them.. but it's too tidious.. haha..
2. movies i watched in the past become fave movies - i figured its too much/long if i wrote all the movies i watched in the cinemas.. so from now on i only put the nice ones (above 7/10 rating?)
3. there's no subscribed to option at the bottom of the sidebar
4. added the "moments to remembe" although im quite scared that this will become too long too much coz i have just SOO MANY moments to remember one.. lolz.. see how it goes..

i wonder if anybody know how:
1. like to have the two column option on two different level.. like i want it to be one column, two column, one column, and then two column again? no such thing meh?
2. for the title "dejesta" to be centralised
3. for the subtitle "manchaester united" to be in different color?

and how come my twitter update doesnt show in Internet explorer only appears using mozilla browser? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

haha..that's about it now..

Space Bounds - EMINEM

2010-06-14T10:51:00.011+10:00

This is to all of you heart broken people.. whose girlfriend or boyfriend may have cheated on you.. I say fuck them.. You deserve better..

And i just want u to know that u r not alone..

I do whatever it takes

When I'm with you I get the shakes

My body aikes when I aint

With you I have zero strength

There's no limit on how far I would go

No boundries no lengths

I wasn't lookin but I stumbled onto you must've been fate

But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take

But a door shuts in your face

Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open

That I won't be makin a mistake

So after two year and 8 months its no longer me that you want

You chose to go with that fag

Fuck and kiss him the way you did to me

No, wait, that ain't right,

You were too disgusted to kiss me

I always wonder why you would not let me come to your place,

you gave me one o one reasons, excuses, shits and craps

when the truth was because you were fucking another fag

You lied through yout teeth, you used me,

Called me only when you needed me

Two year eight means shit to you

you fucked me from the back

and let my corpse eaten by the asses and the bitches

But I love you so much it hurts

Never mistreated you once

I poured my heart out to you

I let down my guard swear to god

Ill blow my brains in your lap

Lay here and die in your arms

Up to my knees and I'm bleedin

I'm tryin to stop you from leavin

You won't even listen so fuck it

I don't think you understand the sacrifices that I made

I've already wasted over half of my life I would've laid

Down and died for you I no longer cry for you

No more pain bitch you

Took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet

Into the dirt I can no longer stand it

Not even once say you apreciate me I deserve respect

I've done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness

And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left

But you keep treating me like a staircase, you negelcted me

It's time to fucking step

And I would have done anything for you

To show you how much I adored you

But it's over now

Its too late to save our love

Just promise me you'll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star

*thx to marshall matters aka eminem xP

tsamina mina eh eh.. waka waka eh eh!

2010-06-12T23:49:00.007+10:00

i wanna start today's blog by taking my hat off to the SOUTH AFRICA.. to the team, to the people, and to the nation as a whole.. to be blatanly honest, who would ever thought that south africa is able to pull WORLD CUP in the very first hand? i always find south africa rather demining - a third world country, an underdeveloped country rich of savana and steppe, and safari of course =)

so i spent the whole day (yesterday) not touching finance 1 AT ALL =) funny (ridicolously funny) things though - i really have NO freaking idea wats finance 1 about.. it's a new subject for me as i have never taken any finance subject before this.. it has 2 lecturers.. first one (who do the first 6 weeks of the course) speaks like russell crowe and i have no freaking idea wat he is talking about.. the second one speaks too slow that i keep falling asleep.. good job kudo! now u r fucking screwed with ur ex cheating on u and fifa world cup fever that u cannot study at all!!!!! hahaha exam in 4 days..

anyway, so yesterday i watched FIFA WORLD CUP OPENING CONCERT - staring Black Eyed Peas, Alicia Keys, and Shakira (and many other african singers whose name i dont know) oh i love SHAKIRA!!!!!!!! she's just so hot and her song is just awesome!!! tsaminga minga eh eh waka waka eh eh xP

(that's shakira shaking her sexy body, rocking the fifa world cup opening concert!)
seriously guys - go listen to her song (featuring Freshlyground): WAKA WAKA (this time for africa) - the official FIFA 2010 World Cup Song!
and next i watched FIFA WORLD CUP OPENING CEREMONY which was SPECTACULAR.. i AM really amazed by how south africa is able to pull that off! it is so freaking awesome.. for those who is yet to watch, please do.. download it, youtube or anything.. u wont regret it!!!! r kelly is awesome! and this dude named Siphiwo singing the HOPE (featuring message of hope by nelson mandela) also is super awesome!!! the whole thing is just magnificent!!!!!!!!!!
and next was the FIFA WORLD CUP OPENING MATCH: SOUTH AFRICA v MEXICO.. i bet like most if not all would bet on mexico.. like i even thought mexico would at least win (or, yeah, trash south africa) with the likes of ex barcelona and tottenham player (dos santos), arsenal striker's carlos vela and many other upper class player.. in comparison to south africa's itumeleng, thanduyise, surprise mori, and letshoyonyane - oh yes, they have pienaar (everton's midfielder).. but south africa managed to draw! (end score 1-1) they managed to score first!!! and honestly when i watched the match i was rooting for south africa.. i am really proud of their determination, hard work, to not lose the first match and to prove that they are really SOMETHING!!!!! well done, tshabalala!!!! (fyi, tshabalala is a nice name right?)
my support is to england, as always.. but i hope south africa can go all the way to final (and lose to england of course =)

post calculus & inter micro exam

2010-06-10T20:31:00.003+10:00

my exam timetable:

8th june - calculus 1

10th june - intermediate micro

16th june - finance 1

25th june - introductory macroeconomics

just this morning i finished intermediate micro.. which is relatively easy =) thought i was going to get full mark.. but apparently i missed out on an mcq question, godamnit MONOPOLY DOES NOT HAVE A SUPPLY CURVE stupid tricky mcq question! but other than that, hopefully i didnt make stupid mistake and get the mark i deserve.. it's all up to u God - do ur magic that my paper fall into a linient marker =) ive dont the best i can.. the rest is up to U!

lolz.. funny things - that DID not really happen in my exam tho.. it did happen for a second like i was wondering but of course that was due to the above graph that i read before the exam lolz..

it's been a while since last time i blog.. thinking of blogging again.. i have quite a lot i need to share.. i cant really keep everything to myself.. there used to be a person that i could share everything with.. but she's gone now.. it hurts so bad.. what would u do if u hve been relying all ur life to one person and now she betrays u, she leaves u, she uses u, and she doesnt even give a shit about u anymore? haha.. that's life..

but time heals.. albeit being freakin sloowwww.. T_T

fuck my life

oh well gotta prepare for finance exam in 5 days.. not really in the mood tho..

ALL E BEST FOR UR EXAMs PEEPS!

Thank You Lord

2010-03-26T21:35:00.002+11:00

this is one of the song we sang at last cosdu.. it's so nice and i think the word is so true and it really points out our limitation as a human.. and how God accepts us still..

Thank You Lord

Thank you, Lord, for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day as I let you lead,
And thank you, Lord, for the patience those trials bring.
In that process of growing, I can learn to care.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come, my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting can be easily ignored.

I thank you, Lord, with each trial I feel inside,
that you're there to help, lead and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause you promised, Lord, that with every testing,
that your way of escaping is easier to bear.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come, my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting can be easily ignored.

I thank you, Lord, for the victory that growing brings.
In surrender of everything life is so worth while.
And I thank you, Lord, that when everything's put in place,
out in front I can see your face, and it's there you belong.

what the universe has lined up for you?

2010-03-24T19:15:00.004+11:00

The great moments of your life wont' necessarily be the things you do. They can also be the things that happen to you. Now im not saying you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life. You HAVE to take action, and you will.

But never forget that on any day, you can step out the front door and your whole life can change forever.

You see, the universe has a plan, and that plan is always in motion..
A butterfly flaps its wings - and it starts to rain.
It's a scary thought, but it's also kind of wonderful.
All these little part of tyhe macine constantly working making sure you end up exactly where you're supposed to be, exactly when you're supposed to be there:

the right place at the right time

=)

thx to Theodore Mosby xP

random encounter of two strangers

2010-03-20T00:37:00.004+11:00

this is a story about a meeting between two totally strangers, unaware of each other, oblivous of each other existence - but due to some twist in faith line, their line cross and they pass by each other so often that they eventually say hi to each other..

isnt it just sweet?

so, to all guys out there, hv u ever walked pass by this cute and sweet looking girl, ur eyes met each other, but since u both didnt know each other, u acted cool and kept on walking?
to all girls out there, hv u ever walked pass by this handsome looking guy, his eyes met yours but since he was a total stranger, you wouldnt even bother to smile at him?

the answer should be, obviously, yes..

but here's the twist: you keep on seeing him/her.. perhaps everytime you walk pass that room on that particular hour, you walk pass by him.. perhaps everytime you go home after work, you take on an elevator and there she is walking in and riding the same elevator down.. well to be honest, it can happen anywhere.. my encounters happen at school and university campus but it can easily happens in any work place, building, or even public place such as mall..

it happens.. it happens to me and it happens to ted too in one of how i met your mother episode titled "the naked man"..

it's funny =)

this has happened to me TWICE.. yes.. once happened back when i was in acs singapore.. the year was 2007, there is this girl (she turned out to be my senior.. 1 year above me.. for the sake of controversy, let's just call her by her initial S.X.) it started with me passing by her and noticing that she was, well, at that time, relatively cute - per say.. and then we kept on bumping to each other, and we both realized that.. we started to wave our hand, acknowledging each other present.. and we started to smile at each other.. but the furthest we went (as i could recall) was just a small talk like "going home?" or "just finish ur class?" followed by, usually, a simple "yes" or a nod.. and thats about it.. i didnt figure out her name was s.x. until couple months later i found her profile on friendster (yes, facebook is barely there at that time)..

so yeah that's my story with S.X.

it happens to me again, NOW.. (and hence me writing this blog NOW).. and now i met this girl, not asian - probably local australian girl.. medium height.. and my first encounter was at the baillieu library door as i was walking out the door, my eyes were captivated by her beauty that i actually walked through the entrance door, squeezing my lipids through the closing automatic door.. i recalled she broke into a smile (as my eyes were still locked at hers).. and then we walked and life went on.. we met again at the library as i was walking down the stair, she was actually waving at me, or so i thought she was waving at me and i waved back and smiled (god please dont tell me she was waving at someone else) and i walked down and once again life went on.. my latest encounter was when i was waiting outside one of my tutorial and as the previous class went out, she was there, saw me, smiled and waved and walked pass by me again.. and thats it.. im still curious and hoping to see her again.. but you never know what god's plan up there lolz =)

anw, this is just random blog post i write because im just simply so damn bored.. haha..

so, any of u have similar story?

dont let the pain of one season destroy the rest

2010-03-05T17:30:00.002+11:00

this is one of the best quotes i recently encountered..

i think it is very meaningful, and true, and it's perfect for those who's been down and is currently dealing with lotsa of shit in life..

"Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest. Don't judge life by one difficult season. Persevere through the difficult patches, and better times are sure to come in time. Aspire to inspire before you expire. Live simply, love generously, care deeply, speak kindly and leave the rest to God. Happiness keeps you sweet, trials keep you strong. Sorrows keep you human, failures keep you humble. Success keeps you growing, but only God keeps you going."

credits to angela xP

2nd february 2010

2010-02-02T20:37:00.000+11:00

today, my heart breaks..

bloody hell..

goodbye to my current apartmen T_T

2010-01-23T00:48:00.004+11:00

this what i saw everytime i entered back.. my fridge.. small but enough.. heh heh.. i only need space for my drinks and dessert =)

toilet.. got washing machine and dryer!!! yippi!!! i have had the luxury of having those inside my room.. now i hv to go down to basement to wash my clothes =(

my entrance from the other point of view:

this is it! messy? u hvnt seen kenny's hahaha =p

my fave couch.. thats where i sat, ate, watched movie, played games, chatted, facebooked, tweeted, studied.. basically i spent 80% of my life sitting there.. lolz =)

my side table during the making of foreshadow =)

and now im moving.. arrrggghhhhhhhh i hate packing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAW

2010-01-08T20:40:00.002+11:00

i am not a big fan of horror movies - it's true - especially those involving ghosts/spirit/supernatural shit.. yet lately, i succumbed to my oddly desire of watching horror movie (again, definitely not those ghosts stuff), but instead in the genre of killing, murders, grotesque, sadistic shit..

enter rest stop.. my first stop in those genre.. rest stop 1 and 2.. apart from the cute girl in rest stop 1 and their trademark that “all movies should have at least 1 nude scene) – yes the cute girl strip all the way – the movies are just okay.. the image of the trail’s people are just too disturbing.. makes me wanna throw up..

but what I want to talk about now is not rest stop, but SAW.. actually ive been wanting to watch that movie since like forever, but was just too scared.. hahaa.. stupid really.. but I finally had the chance to download all the 6 installments of SAW franchises.. watched them all.. it was fantastic!

1. I LOVE THE FREAKING ENDING!!! THE ONE WITH THEIR TRADEMARK SOUNDTRACK TENG TENG TENG!!!!

Indeed, the ending was just so intense.. a lot of cool revelation, scary – but cool and it just gave the movie their own star power and bring the movie to a whole different level..

The scenes that are supposedly grotesque is not really that grotesque.. perhaps the disturbing posters corrupt our mind already.. but when u watch the movie, it happens so quickly and u could always blink slightly more often to avoid that scenes =p

What I like to give remark is the brilliantness of the idea behind the movie. It is indeed – SMART.. it is unlike those movie of killer running after hot babe like in I KNOW WHAT U DID LAST SUMMER and stuff.. but it is really smart.. there is a principal – and ideology, that makes you somewhat think twice as to whether the JIGSAW (the murderer) is indeed right?

He, after all, gives the already corrupted victims what other psychopath does not – a chance..

it is sunday 5 am here..

2009-11-22T05:45:00.003+11:00

as u probably would hv noticed, it's been quite a while (very) since last time i blog here.. i guess im just bored.. having accounting exam paper on monday and so damn bored and lazy to even think about the questions.. aargghh..

i miss acting.. i miss standing on stage, the excitement, and the ego boost when the audience supports you.. arghhh.. it is just unbearable.. i wonder if there is drama club here in Mel U then again, would it hv been different then the one i hv in singapore? would i live up to the standard?
i guess the bottom line is that i just simply miss acting T_T

oh well.. life goes on.. ARA paper coming first this monday (finger-crossed)

Foreshadow Trailer

2009-10-05T11:19:00.001+11:00

hey people..

please watch the following video: it only takes like 2 minutes.. so, trust me, it will be worth your time:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KkEXKZZc1PE

and then please also rate and leave a comment there on youtube kkkk =)

thank you very much =)

my 3D experience

2009-07-06T14:17:00.003+10:00

dont ever go watch a 3D movie with your glasses on.. especially if urs is a tag heur which frame is elasticly bendable.. not only it will screw up ur bloody expensive glasses, you will have an extraordinarily irritating experience throughout the movie: heavy glasses hanging on ur nostril, twitching every now and then to adjust the double glasses, and you can practically see ur frame regardless whether u put the 3D in front or behind ur glasses..

sigh..

in short, WEAR CONTACTS u fool!

3D movis is not bad thou =p

hv u ever felt like blogging but at the sametime lazy to?

2009-06-26T18:12:00.000+10:00

i hv..

stb compilation - updated 1st march

2009-03-01T21:18:00.003+11:00

this is a compilation of all the random (both sweet and funny, or simply random and i just want to remember it) so called conversation/moment i have in my short time in stb acs =)

1. during the first month of me joining the school, there's this school's swimming competition.. i had changed my shirt to the House shirt (yellow for oldham), in the school, each students/teachers will be assigned to a different Houses.. so i was walking out of the toilet..
Ed: oh, you've got your House's shirt already? how do you know your house?
Me: yeah.. im in Oldham.. i think they assigned all the new teachers on the first week we joined the school..
Ed: oh, you've got your House's shirt already! ive been here for XX* years and i havent got my shirt!
Me: heh heh (oh come on, how am i supposed to reply that?)
* i cant remember exactly wats the digit there..

2. me and my business students (madison, and amanda) were chatting inside the library.. at one point, we were talking about maesa and his rich girlfriend
Madi: oh yeah, maesa's girlfriend is very rich! her father is very rich!
Me: oh yeah? how do you know he is rich?
Madi: he has a car.
Me: he has a car? and you call him rich??

3. i was relief-teaching the grade 2's math class because the teacher was sick.. my job was simple: give them math's assignment.. but either it was too easy or what, they finished it quite fast and handed up to me.. and then the class was so noisy due to some of the naughty boys keep screaming, shouting, randoming behind.. i was sitting in front marking their math assignment..
Me: guys, can u please be quiet??? (shouting out loud)
The noise was still unbearable.. i gave up..
Ivanna: mr theo, do u want me to help you tick some of the math? you have so many there..
Me: ooo.. (im like omg, so sweeeeeeett.. =)

kudokun@jakarta

2008-12-13T15:46:00.003+11:00

im in jakarta now.. wondering whether the grammatically correct one is "in jakarta" or "at jakarta".. life has been mundane and slack but nonetheless, to a certain extent, peace..

i went to sleep relatively early (like 11 plus) coz my dad needed to sleep too.. and i woke up like 12pm =) then i spent some time updating my facebook, onlinefootballmanager, blog, email, and etc..

and then nothingness: watch movies, tvs, unpacking, eat.. yeah..

one thing is bugging me: my university, my future.. with my parents both very "supportive" - that's me being sarcastic.. but oh well.. as xtable once said: "wait until the result comes out then u talk!" lolz.. guess that's wat im going to do..

christmas is coming..
my birthday is coming too..

hoping for some miracle..

miss 9..

ijustboughtmessifor103million

2008-12-02T19:57:00.002+11:00

im like damn bored now..

been playin fm09 -> 24th august 2013.. yeah can u believe that! lolz..

finally start studyin SAT 2 for physics (got like 4 days to go) - havent even touched math2 yet..

sigh.. others had gone back home and play play =)

i am here.. alone in 4 bedded room (which is quite cool actually)

not really lonely tho.. Jesus is with me.. lolz =)

im writing random stuff now..

goin to sleep soon..

found out new snack "Kettle Brand Chips - Honey Dijon" --> it's damn nice.. the taste is so strong coz they aint cheap at giving ingredients!

just watched city of ember couple of days ago w martin.. it was okay.. i was nonchalant..

huaaa..

goin to sleep now..

off i go..

michaelbayisdamnsex

2008-11-23T23:59:00.003+11:00

not long ago my friend asked me regarding a director - she has to write this essay regarding a director and his characteristics and some interpretation regarding it..

i suggest: MICHAEL BAY - 17feb65 - michael benjamin bay

director of: transformer 2007, the rock 1996, armageddon 1998, pearl harbor 2001, bad boys 1995, bad boys II 2003, the island 2005..

first of all let's admit that all of his movie are just simple damn sex!

and after just watching armageddon (which i found out that chapter 27 music is crappy - then i went back to hmv to change it - then somehow when the guy played it on their dvd player - it bloody worked - then i had to eat my shame and go back home T_T), i just have to admit AGAIN that ARMAGEDDON IS THE BEST MOVIE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's simply damn sex! bruce willis super cool, and everything is just damn cool, intense, emotional, nice, yeah all the good adjective i can give.. *mind the lack of vocab as my english is just simply bad..

so the first thing about michael bay is that in all of his movie there is this so called slow moe sunset scene whereby the two main leads (doesnt hv to be boy + girl or lover) give this look to each other and to the surrounding.. the camera will trun 360 and with damn cool soundtrack, the moment is just damn perfect.. and this moment is just so damn cool that i can actually notice it in his other movies.. armaggeddon: remember the scene before they went to space, whereby bruce and his daughter have this dialogue in the middle of some random ruine.. she said smt like "say i promise, i will be back.. and if it's not too much, please bring back my fiancee too".. and then in the island.. the walking out of the lab/vacinity scene? in transfomer: when the decepticons shot a missile on sam and co.. then after the blast, sam woke up and look at the hot girl.. u know rite???
nicolas cage moment after the gun is shot at him.. yeah.. i like this moment and i just realised that it is so michael bay.. so if i were to interpret this to something.. as in what is the purpose of this random scene? HOPE, i would say that..

as one can realize, michael bay movie is all about present, all about WHAT HAPPEN NOW, and the scale is big.. like the future of the world depends on this one guy.. (take bruce willis and co to save the world, or sam to help the autobot).. compare it with STEVEN SPIELBERG - you will notice that all of his movies are about things IN PAST or IN FUTURE - im not saying is bad things because indiana jones 4, minority report, war of the worlds and many other of his sci fi movies are DAMN GOOD too - really.. but it is just different, as in different genre, different style, etc with bay.. Bay is more about now, about the things that affect our life and that CAN actually happen to our life NOW.. so i guess this make the audience able to relate better with the movie and the characters..

that's why, another similarity, is that in all Bay movies, there is this presidential speech.. like the president speech before bruce went to space.. the secretary of defence speech on transformer and the speech in pearlharbor.. and the military (ex-military) guy in the rock, and some random speech in the island (man, im so going to buy the island soon - now im dying to watch it).. well the point is to show the scale of the things happening - as u can see people from all around the world do care.. there are always short random scene of people in india, euro, wherever, wacthing tv or listening to the radio or even praying for the success of these protagonists as the fate of the world are on their shoulder..

it is indeed these kind of movies, and again, a super cool soundtrack that makes me and hopefully many other audiences in the world, fall in love with the movies..

well done bay!

u r the man!

2008-11-14T15:59:00.001+11:00

exam is over..

IB is over..

high school is over..

guys..

2008-11-09T23:02:00.001+11:00

Guys.. plz SPAM as much comment and rating on the following youtube video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpZBvEGhStc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phe4kxburK4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f8quxIFsRMo

Lolz.. Big ThQ..

aaaaaaaa.. 4 more days till exams over and then.. F R E E D O M

phenomenon

2008-11-07T19:41:00.001+11:00

LOL =)

icanheartong

2008-10-30T04:29:00.003+11:00

i am sitting in my room (with door and all windows closed) listening to linkin park music at a satisfactory loudness and i can hear tong's laughter distinctively who is inside his room which is 2 rooms and 2 bathrooms apart from mine..

is this doppler effect?

is this natural phenomenon?

or is this just.. the TONG?

xmasdinnerbbpremiere

2008-10-18T02:25:00.005+11:00

today is boarding school's xmas dinner (yes.. 17th october xmas dinner) lolz..

wat becomes my highlight of the day is the screening of BOARDING BREAK - or wat is left of it after mdm's censorship and sucky laptop which resulted in 3x about 4-5 seconds of dark screen.. oh well.. it's the short version of boarding break..

anyway, boarding break's trailer is out on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phe4kxburK4
plz go watch, sign in, rate and give lots of COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lolz.. thq in advance =)

boarding break's premiere at boarding.. lolz..

year6s..year6s indon..boarding break's cast and director hahahaha..same..

lolz.. what a day..

i must start studying for IB!!!!!aaaaaaaaa

boardingbreakpremiere

2008-10-14T13:00:00.002+11:00

BOARDING BREAK is complete!

really impressive.. it takes me barely two days to finish the editing which is so much much much faster than the 1 year i take to finish the editing for a peace of mind.. lolz.. the reasons are simple: simpler story line, barely any blooper, shorter rough tapes..

and so.. it's done.. BOARDING BREAK's premiere is tonight 7pm after dinner.. this is the part where a teacher will come and analyze the video whether it is acceptable to be shown to the whole school, whether it is offensive or not, etc.. lolz..

oh well.. big deal..

and now im back boredom.. chuck 203 and gossip girl 206 is out though =)
waiting for prisonbreak, heroes, and one tree hill in matters of hours now =p

boardingbreak

2008-10-13T14:07:00.003+11:00

yay.. i start filming again.. it's been a while since last time we concluded a peace of mind.. and with no school's video or interact club (since the acquisition by kang ping - no hard feeling tho, wish you all e best and stuff =) i hv not been making any video/movies.. i just watch them =)

but now that school's over.. and year 6s are making our last farewell short film:
BOARDING BREAK

coming soon: 171008

apart from people were ALWAYS and ALWAYS arriving late than what had been told, the filming was so much fun!!! indons (+ tong and raj) are really cool to work with.. either it is because of the lack of language barrier or is just simply because of the common goal, everything works fine!

so thank to you all: putu, steven, ivan, ronny, agong, ahim, calvin, tino, indra, tong, raj, samuel eng, and lex too.. (did i miss anybody?)

the editing is even cooler!!!!!!!!!! i hv been laughing all the way when editing this short film.. first of all the genre is a bit different then my usual emo/action/drama movie.. so i hv to first search for appropriate thriller musics to go along with.. and i dont like night scenes because well.. im filming with one god damn small video cam.. how clear do u expect? oh well, it's prison, i mean boarding break, so i guess it makes more sense to shoot at night..

but anyway..

hope you all like it =)

xoxo

numb

2008-10-09T12:49:00.002+11:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I knowI may end up failing too

But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

-LP-

aaa

2008-09-29T18:54:00.001+10:00

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sigh..

mamma mia!

2008-09-27T03:01:00.003+10:00

PRELIM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

screwed up math physics english and mandarin.. yes thats all my subject..

but,
what's done is done

as lear says: the bow is bent

sigh.. f*ck lah..

anyway.. the good thing is new episodes are out and here are the updates for series to all those hardcore series like me:
- prisonbreak season 4 (eps 4 now) waaaaaaaaaaaa guess who still alive man??? SARAH!!!!!!!! im so happy =)
- chuck season 2 (eps 1) nice!!!!!!!!!!!!
- heroes season 3 (eps 2) yayayyayayayyayyayy!!!
- smallville season 8 (eps 2) no more kreuk T_T but still nice plot and moments
- gossip girl season 2 (eps 4)
- 90210 new series season 1 (eps 5)
- one tree hill season 6 (eps 4) smt is just aint rite.. makes me scared of going to US now.. lolz
- knight rider season 1 (eps 1) much nicer then the previous pilot
- house season 5 - not that i care since im still on season 2

lolz..

finally i went to watch movie last nite.. after a month of not going to any cinema.. MAMMA MIA! is actually a pretty gay weird but happy energetic and nice musical! i love musical:
west side story, phantom of the opera, high school musical, rent, beauty world, and now
mamma mia! meryl strip did a wonderful job here (although it is still damn weird seeing her from being that cold blooded lady in devil wears prada to dancing and rolling around on top of a room being the dancing queen) hahaha.. still tho - the music is catchy, and as you know, catchy music is the key to the success of a musical!

xp

$163,70beechengcheng

2008-08-26T15:30:00.003+10:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaa.. ive just found out that between the period of 25 days from 20 july to 15 august, i hv spent $163,70 for bee cheng cheng only.. oh no.. im so sorry mum.. aaaaaaaaarrrrggghh.. this is bad.. not only that i cannot stop my desire for bee cheng cheng, i still eat like a pig.. and moreoever.. i want to buy PSP.. =) (and new bag, new shoes, new handphone, and new manchester united 08-09 away jersey)

oh no oh no oh no..

kamenriderblackrx

2008-08-22T10:18:00.002+10:00

chinese oral exam is over.. bit dissapointed as i was rather arrogant and overly confident to keep bugging the rest to let me start first thinking that i have everything to say.. but it turned out that i barely had 1 minute to say.. i spoke too bloody damn fast.. luckily mdm yeo peck is one of the best and nicest china teacher ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU MDM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she really helped me a lot to cover my oral.. oh yeah =)

last but not least, thank you GOD! u know y =p

so friday is holiday as acsi won the grand slam in rugby a,b,c div and we once again become the top boy school in sports and games.. not that i care so much, but since i got the holiday.. so i guess.. yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lalalallalaaa..

went to jurong yesterday and bought quite a number of movie.. one to note is: KAMEN RIDER BLACK RX!!!!!!!!!! aaa my childhood tv series aka KSATRIA BAJA HITAM RX.. hehehehe.. raidon and accrobatter.. waaaa.. miss u so much.. i hope that this is the series where he can change to the blue and orange form.. oh well..
then i bought FORBIDDEN KINGDOM for 14.90 (u.p. 24.90) and PS I LOVE U (2nd hand.. lolz T_T)

oh i ate sushi DISCOUNT 30%!!!!!!!! damn nice.. shit im getting fatter every day.. aaaaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh..

now need to start preparing for my PPA final exam on monday (God.. please.. grant me the ability to deliver my speech clearly and so that the examiner understands clearly and i pass with flying color =).. then still have Journal, RC, and Prelim preparation.. aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

life is.. (u know)

thebowisbentanddrawn

2008-08-07T01:54:00.002+10:00

ive finished my IOC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got extract 3! i didnt get poem! yay!

not so yay though.. 3 mistakes i made:
1. the major one: i said kent would come back disguised as POOR TOM!!!! WRONG!!!!!!! Edgar was the one disguised as poor tom!!! walau!!!! kent disguised as cairnes smt.. lolz =(
2. explain the analogy of "the bow is bent".. i didnt really get enough time to explain (not that i know how to though.. hahahaha =(
3. i said "lear intended to devide his kingdom to 2 parts!" WRONG! lear intended to devide his kingdom to 3 parts but did devide his kingdom to 2 parts.. sigh.............

i hope i pass..

i hope i got 20 above.. hahahhaa..

lolz..

THANK YOU GOD for not making me get poem, for at least enabling me to speak to 12 minutes.. thank you to all my friends and teachers who have prayed for me yah!!!!!!!!!!
amen..

sigh.. anyway the bow is bent and drawn

went to watch MONEY NO ENOUGH 2, with amel and ellen ,which is really nice and touching and heartbreaking.. to all the sons and daughters out there, please dont be like goneril and regan.. show ur filial love towards ur parents, towards ur mom!!!!!!!!!! i know it is somewhat a personal irony.. but oh well.. believe u me, before the bow is bent, better do it now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i actually really love u mom =)

lolz.. now time to focus on my MATH (hypothesis and stuff), PHYSICS (argh.. i hate physics!), JOURNAL, PPA, RC, 3Q&CCA essays.. wah a bit the lot leh.........................

kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.......................

schooldaze

2008-07-27T04:13:00.006+10:00

drama FOA is over..
competition piece is over..
mummy, it's over..

this was my last high school drama.. the finale..
and now.. it's over....................

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

i feel so sad..

after performing "competition piece" for about officially 5 times (syf, syf showcase, syf preview, foa 2 nites) and rehearsing for about 100.000000000000000 times, i have to admit that im still going to miss performing 'theo' - the character =) and helping out in costumes for chronicles of jane.. do any of u notice that the colours of the nymphs are the power rangers' colours? red blue black pink yellow and white? lolz.. anyway, overall it's been a wonderful journey.. to put it short: i love it.. 'nuff said..

ok as usual.. here is the part where i give credits to the many people who have helped me one way or another throughout this fantastic journey:
from the preppies: bingei, charmaine, xtable, mai, cao: a big THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean it seriously..
bingei - thank you for your word of advice and support!!!!!!!! dont forget to teach me how to beat box yeah ;p you are a fantastic TIME =p
charmaine - thank you for your funny story, your energy and your support!!!!!!!!
xtable - thank you for your support, your massage (still e best =), your punches to keep me awake yah ;p
mai - thank you too for everything.. for reminding every single details.. and making sure im standby on the wing before each scenes =p sorry for the trouble i cause about the tix.. im so so so so very sorry =) i understand how stressed you must have been..
in short: again, and again: THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then:
to fellow actors (metals, artists, janes, etc etc): thank you for your dedication in arts (lolz)
leemin: thx for the make-up.. you are a real great make-up artist!!!!!!!! thq for always being there whenever i need touch up =) i now officially wont bugging you in doing my eyes, contour, blusher, etc tec tec.. lolz..
haadi: thx for doing my hair regardless how short my hair was........
anandraj, william, and many other crews: THANK YOU for being there, for your support, and for everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mr quek, connor, and mdm yeo: THANK YOU for your guidance and support too!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seniors: thank you for your supports yah!!!!!!

to ACSIS: it's been a great 2 years, 3 major performances, 789 workshops, 2038 rehearsals, and 12198379218 fun experiences! thank you =)

and of course: for those who have come to support! (or not come but still support)
amel: thq for being my loyal fans -been there in every one of my performances =) thx for the flower too.. & the loan ;p
uya: thq for coming too (and the leafs.. hahahaha..)
jenop: thq for making effort to come - i truly understand kok =p

&
lili: thq for ur support and prayers yah.. hehehehee.. lubb you!!!!!!!!!!!!

credits to ivan: he watched competition piece for 3 times already! lolz..

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH now drama is over..

time to settle down my IOC, journal, RC, PPA, and TOK......... T_T

SYFpreviewSYFshowcaseFOAFOAFOAmilo

2008-07-24T02:08:00.003+10:00

drinking cold milo at night is one of the best things to do after a long day of drama.. =)

this week is drama week.. full drama performance and rehearsal from monday on wards:
monday: tech run at ACJC till 6+
tuesday: SYF preview at ACJC till 6+
wednesday: SYF showcase at ACJC till 11++

wah tired leh.. u do know that no matter how small ur role is (even if u only have about 3 lines the entire show) at night you will still feel damn tired.. "it's the energy" said xtable.. "if not it means u r not acting" claimed mai.. oh well.. u get the point..

so the preview and showcase have both been fantastic.. we had great audience.. everything went well.. so yeah..

thursday: no school, rehearsal the whole day
friday: FOA performance day!
saturday: FOA performance day! the end..

(OH BTW GUYS, if you heard the tix are sold out, i think they are opening the gallery seats so there should be more seats available now, so please do come!!!!!!!!!!!! lolz =) Friday & saturday 25-26 july 7.30 pm!!!!!!!!

this few days would perhaps be my last drama.. must enjoy!!!!!!! no matter how small your reole is =) haha.. my sis hasnt missed any of my performance but she will be in indo to hunt some stuff for her final project T_T.. my dad would still be in china.. my mum wouldnt be able to make it.. not that she cares tho.. all she cares is de ga jadian ama li dan perincian perincian dan perincian.. oh well..
anyway, thq GOD for everything so far and bless us all for the coming performs - be it done beautifully in UR name.. =)

randomthings

2008-07-23T18:46:00.002+10:00

this is the super big one half of a crab's legs.. lolz.. found it at a korean/jap food fest at plaza sing.. went there after watching the super awesome DARK KNIGHT! =) my mask.. in theatre arts class.. nuff said
peanut & sweet corn ice kachanG!!! yes the best ice kachang ever!!!!!!!!! i mean it seriously guys, you should all try it!!!! there's only like 4 in singapore: jurong east, jurong point, IMM, and plaza sing!!!! kopitiam btw.. go and try!!! you wont regret it.. although it's a bit damn sweet so if u dont like sweet then.. oh well.. still try it tho!
these are the toys i bought during toys fest at plazing.. it's been a while since last time i buy power rangers toys.. lolz.. just feel like buying it as it only cost 3 bux.. and then on the right is a dragon ball character which i dont like tho, but i have all others and it only costs 1 bux so.. y not buy it for the sake of adding your collection huh? lolz..

sigh.. apparently i must redo my TOK.. crap crap crap..

thedarkknight

2008-07-20T01:59:00.005+10:00

for a guy who get 27 for his exam im sure need a bloody wake up call.. i mean godamnit im so fuckin slack.. and this is very bad.. as in literally.. i spent my friday and saturday watching episodes (nip tuck and one tree hill) and THE DARK KNIGHT and HANCOCK!! im going to meet my mum on sunday.. and next week will be like totally off because i will be busy with drama preparation for monday's tech run, tuesday's SYF preview, wednesday's SYF showcase, friday and saturday's FOA.. and of course i still have my IOC to study, theatre art RC and journal.. oh yeah.. im so dead..

nevertheless, the dark knight is like the best movie i watch this year.. or as a matter of fact it may as well be one of the best movies i hv ever watched!!!!!! kudos to christopher nolan and christian bale - and of course the late heath ledger - very scary tho..

- either you die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain -

it is a super intense, fast pace (personally i think it can afford to become a three hour movie), super cool two and half hour movie with super nice plot, lots of super nice moment, effect, twists, and well.. it's just super nice.. so sad rachel is not played by katie holmes tho.. and if there is subtitle i think it would be a bit nicer.. i couldnt really understand wat batman and gordon say - it's too low and unclear.. oh well.. but that doesnt affect my understanding to the movie and thus yeah.. it is definitely 9.5 out of 10!!!! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg..

so i today i went to watch dark knite at the grand cathay with ivan ron agong ahim alvin clinton.. then went for dinner at plazing kopitiam where i ate some hot pot shit which is so tasteless - not goin to buy it ever again!.. but for dessert: my favourite, the best ice kachang ever, peanut & sweet corn ice kachang =) oh yeah.. then we ate this $5 sushi (which is already damn cheap.. they cut down the price from $12.80 because it was already quite late)..

damn tired now.. goin to watch BATMAN (1989 - with michael keaton and jack nicholson)
anyway just fyi: there are:
1. BATMAN (1989) with michael keaton as batman and nicholson as joker
2. BATMAN RETURNS (1992) still w keaton and danny devito as the pinguin looking guy
3. BATMAN FOREVER (1995) with val kilmer as batman and tommy lee jones as two face
4. BATMAN AND ROBIN (1997) george clooney as batman and arnold suasanaseger as mr freeze
5. BATMAN BEGINS (2005) christian bale
6. BATMAN GOTHAM KNIGHT - animated (2008) - supposedly act as a bridge between batman begins and the dark knight - dunno i hvnt watched it tho..

lolz..

and goin to sleep soon.. v sleepy..

i need to study..

shit

extratime

2008-07-19T10:50:00.003+10:00

what happens if you arent able to do your most favourite thing in the world? so you've been spending about 3 to 5 hours per day doing that thing.. and now you can't.. it's like you like you have a 3-5 bonus hours per day.. and im damn bored..

so wat to do with these extra time?

first of all: study.. godamnit but i really have to.. 27 points for mid year.. that's like super bad.. i mean come on, tell me one decent university that accepts 27 points (even with appeal) im doomed!!!! but you see, study isnt an easy thing - especially for me - a scholar that i am.. sigh.. i need something..

anyway, ive finally watched HANCOCK yesterday.. yes.. ive not been watching any movie since im back in spore last june.. RED CLIFF is okay.. but hancock is great!!! it's a really nice movie.. i wonder why many says otherwise..

i finish one tree hill season 3.. and now continuing nip tuck season 1.. episodes 5 now..

goin for drama today for FOA Rehearsal..

DRAMA FESTIVAL OF ARTS!

it's next Friday and Saturday 25 & 26 July

7.30 pm

ACS(independent) CPA 2

DO COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For ticket just contact me or any other drama member yeah!

lolz

update

2008-07-05T17:57:00.002+10:00

well mid year exam is over.. but not my IB life.. the impending wait for final is still there and the trepidation of failing still exists for sure.. well, here's e thing:

chinese: paper 1 - i barely understand the question.. mix and match technique is to no avail as there's none watsoever similarity!!! wthF!!!! paper 2 - ok lah.. hope got damn high mark =)
english: u never know..
physics: paper 1, 2,3 - surely fail
math: paper 1,2 -fail for sure
theatre: already know i failed - 11/25
business: =)

to sum up, i need to mug T_T

nevertheless, midyear is over and im taking a break now.. just watched Hellboy (the first one) and then L Change the World (half way through).. Got new seasons to watch:
Chuck which is like super nice!!!! i mean seriously!
Nip/tuck which is, as the tag line says, quite disturbing, but overall it's quite nice

and on top of that, there's like a dozen movie in cinema i want to watch!!! the thing is, there's like so many movies out during june holz and none of them have yet come to indonesia.. so when i came back here, there are like so many movies await.. sigh.. anybody????

succumb

2008-06-12T19:35:00.005+10:00

it occurs to me that time does fly so bloody damn fast! yes especially when u r stuck in barely two weeks with IOC, worldlit, theatre art research comission, and mid year exam waiting on the first day of school.. and to make matter worst, u r in holiday mood..

crap..

well.. to celebrate with.. it is, nevertheless, holiday.. and ive completed TOK, IA, and EE.. =)

to not celebrate with.. well it's all those things above (ioc, worldlit, etc..)

excluding today, i hv about 10 days.. and as u all may have known, 10 days are barely enough to complete one math portfolio.. so all those ioc, worldlit, RC, and exams preparation.. well.. two words: im dead..

and, as ive mentioned above: mood.

mood is a very tricky component of one.. especially in regard to studying.. don't ever expect you would be able to study if you aint in the mood.. and wheher it is fortunate or unfortunate, im so not in the mood =(

so what hv i been doing for the past 5 days since i reached jakarta.. hm.. let me recount: fool's gold, shutter, nim's island, over her dead body, alien vs predator, alien vs predator requiem, police story 2, police story 3, first strike, lara croft, lara croft & the crade of life and to top that, ive completed one tree hill season 2.. =)

now.. finally, i think im going to start studyin my king lear..

or maybe.. shall i watch one tree hill season 3?

no..

ok, just 1 episode can lah =)