laptopless

so the display-graphic card on my laptop is too badly damaged that the guy cannot fix it and has no choice but to order and replace my graphic card with a new one.. which links to me not having other choice but to wait for about 1 week or so till "hopefully" i can get my laptop back..

and life without laptop sux.. especially at night.. it has been my routine that every time (and i stress, everytime for the past 10 years or so of my life) i get back home is to check my email, facebook (back then was friendster), twitter, onlinefootballmanager (back then was fantasy.premierleague.com) soccernet, gmail etc etc.. it follows with music on from my iTunes (back then was winamp) and some soccer game such as (fifa, PES, or football manager), and of course downloaded tv series..

but now.. i get back home to emptiness.. i spent my night cleaning my apartment, watch series from my TV, and sleep early.. my friend has even wondered when i tweeted nitez that i was going to sleep that early.. wat to do.. no choice lor..

some consolation is that being a melbourne uni student, there is literally hundreds computer scattered around uni with internet access that i can use in the afternoon till im bored.. of course i would not spend my days there sitting my ass painful -_-.. in addition, i can access my email (view to limited content), facebook (view and post msg only), and twitter from my already spoilt, broken, ugly, pathetic nokia phone..

this brings me to my next worry, which is: $$
so to fix my laptop would have cost like $500 and i would then waited till december to hopefully able to buy a new and better laptop which would cost like $2000.. and the irritating part is that there are so many things that i wanna buy.. i wanna change my phone (which i have been postponing).. i wanna buy PS3 (which i already got like 1/2 of the cost since december 2009 but somehow delayed due to immense yet useless contemplation).. i wanna buy new camera and new videocam.. sigh.. how am i supposed to afford that? and how am i supposed to ask my parents ALL at the same time? i regret not buying PS3 earlier, not buying iPhone/Blackberry earlier.. and now everything comes together at the same time.. PERFECT!!!!!

oh well, shit happens..
move on..